LESSON TO BE LEARNED: How Her Biological Father Sexually Abuse her{A MUST READ}

Margaerat Lillan suffered a harder brutal and horrible sexual abuse while she was just 5 than Montique Doran. Lillan grew up in a small town 88miles away from the Jamaican capital Kingston. Her mother passed away while she was still 3. She was the last of 3 children to her parents. The two before her were boys. At 5 Lillan’s brothers moved to Kingston to live with a close relation of her father. Nanny Olga catered for her. Her father didn’t make enough money to pay Olga her regular salary so she had to forcefully resign and also moved to Kingston.

Lillan, immediately after her 5th birthday had to live with only her dad, 38. He worked a few hours and spends most of the important hours handing out with his drunken friends. Lillan struggled with schooling and her education was filled with doubts. Her father did very little to support her at home. Then one day it started.

 One day while she was asleep 8 months after her 5th birthday her father crawled to her bedside and told her he wanted to curdle her. Lillan was very happy though, that for the first time after so many years she will finally get to feel the warmth of a father. In the middle of the night she will find her father’s hand inside her private part. Initially she only believes it to be a sort of an error, finding her father’s hand in her private. It never dawned on her exactly what her father was trying to do.

The next day it repeated and each time she kicks up from bed her father pretends he is only putting her skirts in proper position.

            Then Lillan realized that it was something else. One particular night her father got her naked and struggled to insert his own private into hers. It was the most traumatizing experience ever. It continued like that for 3 years. She was used to crying out almost every night “daddy, please don’t touch me there”. She was totally helpless all along.

Today, Lillan 26 has finally come out and wants her story heard without fear or shame. She wants other kids going via similar situations to come out too. The situation is very suicidal.

The least you could do is to share this story around, it may also be the best you can do. Thank you.